Not really doubt, but rather disbelief
Disbelief causes questioning
Questioning causes re-examining
Re-eaxmining causes a paradigm shift
In the moment that shift occurs there is emptiness as we have let go our previously held belief
We replace it with a new, hopefully deeper, more open idea which we hold for some time
At some time we begin to disbelieve
I am beginning to disbelieve God
Not really God itself, but what I have believed about God
Yes...maybe God itself
This a wonderfully depressing park bench on which to set for a spell, all things considered
Namely, I have just began my studies as a minister-in-training
Dare I disbelieve what is and will be my vocation
Naturally
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